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Name: Amanda
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Metro: Gary
Birthday: 1/7/1992
Gender: Female
Interests: I LOVE JOE!!VoLlEyBaLl! Softball, TRACK, Dancing, "THE A's", *S*L*A*R*, !AIM!, bEiNg CrAzY, §nöwball fights, talKing On the phône, hanging OUT with FRIENDS, FRIENDS{ Sara, lauren, cooper, amanda z, "Q", syd, lyssa, lynn, yank, toth, jessica ,kara, caitlyn, shavonna, tay, trisha, veca, joe, steven, AT,KC, BLittle, johnny, matt, ryan, joe, salty}
Expertise: IDK
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Government
Message: message me
AIM:  lilmexican20107
AIM:  AlWaYzHyPr7
AIM:  o0SpIkEiT0o
AIM:  mexchic1792
AIM:  XocHuLa4Eva7Xo
Member Since:
7/16/2005
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| Hey i dont een know y im updating....lol. no one ever does. o well im kool like that n ill update well ganna go i love u!
You know when you start out friends with him,
And every little joke is hilarious.
Then everything he does annoys the hell out of you.
Then one day you look at yourself and think:.
"Fuck, I fell in love."
 I LOVE THAT MOVIE!!
love isn't about the words we say;
the actions we take;
the things we do;
or the hearts we break.
its about people who
can just look at eachother
and just |[ k n o w ]|
life sucks & things always seem to go wrong,
but no matter what, smile & keep your head up
& remember whatever happens, happens for a reason
& things will eventually get better.
10th Grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
aww thats so sad!
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| hey well im so bored!
<3 manda
o yea well i have a myspace heres the link
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| hey bitches! IM AT KT'S!!! DONT B JEALOUS! well i havent updated in a while cuz of myspace! im like upsesed with that now! lol. yea... im still tryin to figure out how to work it. lol. yea well ganna go....work on my myspace!
X. o. X. o. Amanda I LOVE JOE
everyone tries to impress that
special someone, but if you can't
get them by being yourself, then
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| Hey!!! well i havent rly done much....
Friday~ went to school.... pretty fun. Then i went to joes... that was fun. i got a ring.. its so gorgeous but big! lol.
Saturday~ I had this CCD thingy that took up all my day.... it was pretty boring but kinda fun cuz i got to b w/ some of my friends.
Sunday~ which is today..... i was asleep till 1:30.... i was havin these rly bad dreams....dont want to get reminded about them. i wennt to the mall too. i got a skirt and flip flops. i also went to go anfd get my ring adjusted. i probally wont get it bac till a month. (thats wut the lady said)
Yea thats about it... i have a rly boring life.. cya
XoXoXo I LOVE JOE!!
Manda
    
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| Hey! well i havent dont much lately....jus tryin how to work my myspace. lol well tomorrow im ganna b getting out of 5th n 6th hr to go to the chior thingy! yes! lol im probally ganna go to joes cuz were celebrating valentines day since we couldnt hang out tuesday. o tuesday... WOW! lol well dont wanna get remembered about that. lol. well ganna go!
XoXo...
amanda I LOVE JOE!!!
  
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